))-[Mixed Emotions]->

Yehey...my internet connection fixed, therefore, i'm back to my computer-chat-addicted self. .haayy...i feel so good...haven't updated my blog now for almost two months...it's amazing, too, how sOme people still check for updates...thank you...*wink* (you know who u are)

I feel sad, as well, due to the fact that my parents left last sunday...i can never forget the moment wen my sis said 'i love you, ate'...those words are rarely spoken and once I hear them, there's no denying that they make my heart melt...

I feel tensed because i'm at a very risky stage of failing my anatomy class...i blame it on homesickness, noisy background, high expectations from everybody, senseless prof, crappy and useless book and last but not the least...i blame it on me....

Sheesh, somebody get me outta here...waaaahhh!!!

they say these are symptoms of a FUTURE NURSE...waaahhhh...kapal mukhs un nagsabi nagsabi nun...

))-[GRrrrR...]->

right now, i'm really pissed off...here's the scenario...

my mom and i decided to go to the department store which is like walkin distance from our house...(yeah we were alone...trip lang)...we started bonding when all of a sudden, a guy (i believe he was an arab) in an attractive-lookin car with deafenin sounds drives by us and shows off his convertible...u wouldn't say he was "simply passin by" coz he was staring at us...i was pretty impressed with the wheels but i was disgusted with the driver's guts to show off...GrRrR...

these kind of things piss me off and i'm sad to say i'm not yet used to this...i've been livin in the gulf for god-knows-how-many-years and i'm still not yet freakin used to the arrogant behavior of arabs...i know i sound like a racist or something but it's gone too far...this hasn't been the first time i've been 'followed' around...(not to mention incidents that's happened in the malls)...i just wish they'd stop...

))-[catchin up...]->

yeah..i've got a bit of catchin up to do...i wasn't able to share my experience yesterday coz my back was somehow killin me...
MAY 13
it's friday the thirteenth and my mom decides to take us out to the beach coz of the lack of time before my departure...*sigh* pure family time...
originally, i had no intention of swimming but due to envy...i had to give in...it was, after all, my last friday here...i had sooo much fun, although i didn't get much sleep the previous night...sleepy but i enjoyed...i even got darker than usual...i miss swimming...one of my fave pastimes when i was younger...*sigh* childhood memories

amazingly, my uncle and i caught a medium-sized squid...the feeling was very indescribable..perhaps, in a few words, an exciting accomplishment....the secret of catching squids, as stated by my uncle was that u have to chase these squids until they get tired...

Anyway, as soon as i got home...i had to jump into bed coz my eyes bacame really drowsy after a long day...despite being tired and BuRnT (ok, maybe i'm exaggeratin a bit too much). i really enjoyed the day...

MAy 14 (today)
well, got up this mornin with the worst back and muscle aches...i didn't realize that the pain from yesterday's would finally give in...awfully tired but received a testimonial today from michael that really swept me off my feet...i am deeply in love with him...

))-[TOdAy's heAdLines]->

First of all, i'd like to send special greetings to a very special person...

La!neY greets: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MichaeL!!!"

Second of all, i feel for those who suffer from failure of telecom services here (no company mentioned)

ADSL FAILS TO SATISFY La!neY

yes, yes...we are included in the list of unsatisfied customers for dsl...we were cut off this morning even though, according to the receipt, we paid "a wee bit too much"...(thanx to my bro)
> are they cutting us off just coz we paid more??? it's sooo frustrating talaga...
Anyway, thanx to kuya again, internet's back...and my bro and i are wild and kickin...internet addicts..heheh...
oh, btw, i don't find it normal that our internet is aMaz!nglY slower than usual...my bro says that their are these 'parasites' from the telecom company...blasted hackers!!! we are sOOOO not satisfied talaga...if only we had other alternatives to choose from...grrr...another frustration

LAiney goes restless this MorNinG

I slept early last night so that i cud start my morning early...i had plans of greeting michael in time for his bday at exactly 12midnight (u.s. time)...Apparently, this dsl service of ours broke down suddenly and totally ruined the rest of my day..i was so helpless and restless...running around the house buggin my bro to get the internet fixed...i usually don't get this frustrated wen it comes to someone's birthday but this time, it's not the same..michael's special for me... ...
But i'm glad i managed to catch him online wen i got home last night...thank goodness talaga...i'm also glad i turned his world into happiness with my greetings...Hapi birthday again!!!

La!neY accepts her upcoming departure at last!!

*sigh...countdown has started for my departure on the 26th...Another 13days left to come!!! i've accepted this 'depressing' news of my departure at last...when i came here, it was my one and only mission to get out of here as soon as possible but as the departure date is approaching so quickly, i really don't wanna bid another goodbye...it just hurts more for me to leave my home yet another time...i'm going through my preparation stages of buying 'pasalubong' and i just hate the thought of leaving...Lately, my dad has been indirectly expressing his thoughts and it just makes me cry to see him this 'longing' for his 'girl' to stay even longer...i feel like i've deprived him of his happiness but i'm sure he'll do alright...this is yet another father-daughter bonding that has to be paused for awhile and postponed till our next meeting..*sob*

these are the main headlines for today..hoped u enjoy reading...signing off...

))-[LoVe is in the Air...]->

heheh...i can really smell and feel it around me...coz i'm totally in love right now...and his name is michael...ahihi...

truly, "love moves in mysterious ways"

i can't live a day without him...he's made me speechless after he said those words to me today...i could go on and on...i love u...

))-[wow..i like this personality test..but i prefer match 3...]->

Your #1 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #3 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #4 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

Your #5 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's Your Personality Type?

))-[mY LovE prof!Le...verY interesting and partially true]->

Virgo - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most. You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions. A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work. Your negative traits: Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults. Your ideal partner: Values success in life as much as you do Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic Your dating style: Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking. Your seduction style: You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love Tips for the future: Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time. Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late. Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated. Best place to meet someone online: eHarmony - the best place to find other busy singles looking for a serious relationship Best color to attract mate: Navy blue Best day for a date: Wednesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

))-[he's mY k!tkat]->

yes, yes...i'm in love...it's sOoO hard to describe how i feel right now but...

" can't eat, can't sleep, just wanna be with you"

Ever since i met him, i have been the happiest person around...so complete..i know i'm all mushy but i'm sure u've felt sometime or the other...i need him...i'm just so afraid of losing him someday...i really hope he knows how i feel for him...i love u michael (i know u'll be reading this someday)...